Its not the same

I liked the way it used to be. Now when I'm around you I feel awkwardness. Everything's different now. I miss how everything used to be. I thought you wanted everything to go back to normal? Normal is the way I wanted it too .. but that's not whats happening. We barely talk anymore. I actually make the effort ! Its you, who's avoiding me ! What am I supposed to do now? Was it supposed to be this bad?